Dreams of true love

I spent several hours reading the dream directory. Its a great book that outlines many different dream related theory's and dream objects. The chapter I spent most of my time pondering, was about how everyone regardless of sex, has within them a version of themselves that is the opposite sex. It went in to further detail and noted that this entity could take on many physical forms in dreams.

Last night, she came in the form of a goddess from my past; my one true love. She sat with me, comforted me, kissed the back of my neck and told me she thought about me everyday. I know this can't be true. I lost my love a very long time ago, and I doubt I will ever see her again (with the exception of in my dreams). It felt completely real. I woke with a heavy heart and curiosity in my veins.

The more time passes, the more I'm convinced that love is eternal. I've spoke with older people who have loved and lost, and they say the love for another never really fully goes away even after death. I feel it is because love is as unique as the people who make it. I feel a different type of love towards different types of people. Take for example the love for your spouse vs. the love for your father or mother.

These American girls are working me over. No respect. No love. I'm moving to Europe.