I feel like Hunter S. right about now. Tomorrow morning I will take part in a life changing trip into the unknown. I will be embarking on the journey to a unique place. A place associated with good vibes, beautiful people, and nature, nature, nature.
I have all the provisions of a king. Exotic ales from around the world, gourmet chocolate, herbs, and various essential oils as well as incense from Peru and India. This weekend will be one of spiritual awakening for me.
According to Barbra Hand Claw, I am a bit behind schedule. At this time, I as well as you, should have reached enlightenment. I am very close in fact, I feel this trip will be the final chapter for my spiritual development.
I wish you all a beautiful weekend. Be good to each other.
peace.
d
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Antoher life altering journey!
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Zecharia Sitchin - Sumarian Origins of Humans
Part I
Part II
Thank you Zecharia Sitchin.
peace and love to you all.
~d
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
I thought the world should know...
Four years ago, I had the best followed by the worst time of my life. It started in the summer of 2004. I met a woman who completely exceeded all expectations I have ever had. She was a goddess to me. At the time, I would have given my life for her. It was only a matter of time (and foolishness on my part) before we went our separate ways.
I was a changed man from that point on. I had been spoiled beyond my wildest dreams with love from the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. The experience was borderline to a religious experience for me. I had felt like I was experiencing god when I was around her. All these far fetched so called farces; love at first site and true love, became my reality for a brief period of time.
After we split, I spiraled down a path of depression and was befriended by my best friend. He didn't understand, or care to understand why I was in such a terrific rut. All he seemed to understand was a false justification for judging my whole life. The only three people who have a right to judge you are god, a judge, or yourself.
I have written briefly about this before, I ended up turning my back on my heart. I had felt my heart is what got me into all of this is the first place. This was the worst possible thing I could have done.
Its true my heart led me into this situation, but there's something we need to understand about all of our hearts. If we look into our hearts for guidance, we will find an answer. The less we do this, the less likely our heart will open up and lead us to the proper path.
If you never look into your heart, you will loose your heart. That is what happened to me, I almost lost it. When I began to use it again, it felt good, but it was a fraction as strong. I felt week and all my intuitive abilities were lost. I have always had intuitive psychic abilities, until this time in my life.
I began practicing certain spiritual practices like meditation, aroma therapy, and Reiki. After just a few Reiki sessions, my heart had blossomed again, and this time around, it felt even strong than before. From that moment on, I have been getting stronger every day. My intuitive abilities have re-entered my life and I cant believe I lived without this conscious spiritual connection for so long.
The point of telling you all this? Even in our darkest hour, there is hope. Its possible to say that without our darkest hour, we can't proceed to the next evolution in life. I experienced this first hand. If it wasn't for this difficult and unsettling experience, I would have never found conscious spirituality. She saved my soul when she broke my heart.
Since I know at this point that she will never see me again, I can only hope this publication finds her, and makes her smile. I miss you, and I can only hope that one day, you will look into my eyes not with a tear, but with a smile.
