Proof in numbers

I have lived on this earth long enough to experience a diverse spectrum of human behavior. I have learned the most about myself through the love of another.

I have only loved once so far in my life. I must have made mistakes as this one person no longer speaks to me, or even recognizes that I exist. It troubles me to know that the only person I have ever truly loved, doesn't even care enough about me anymore to speak to me. If you find true love, do whatever it takes to keep that person in your life. Even if that means letting them go.

Although I failed in the past, I know that in the future, I will succeed. There is a simple numbers game to all of this. The fact that I have found true love in my life once, means that it will most certainly happen again.

Every date brings me one step closer to finding this woman. She is a woman of grace, a believer in good, an optimistic goddess that will go against all odds to carve out a unique life of beauty.

I will not stop until we have met. I would rather die than live out the rest of this life alone. After what I have experienced, after what I have learned, I will find you. We deserve each other. We deserve a wonderful life in each others arms. Until that day, I will continue to dream about you... whoever you are.

peace and love to all.